People sometimes conflate levels with parts. At times, I seem to be operating from different parts — parts of my person. Because these parts display an independent intelligence (even if this is an illusion), it may seem as though I am living in contradiction. Nevertheless, sometimes what is perceived as parts (horizontal expression) is actually levels (vertical expression).
I am working on multiple levels, and I have laid my life down in (confusing) layers. Thus, within my own work, even within what appears to be a chaotic flow of observations, are intentional levels of application.