It is tragic (I think) when you have changed so much (hopefully evolved) that you are painfully embarrassed by your earliest work. I fear that if someone were to take my recorded presentations, comparing them over the years, the gaps would be so enormous that I would almost lose all credibility. But for me, there is a constant through-put, a line of transformation that began with soul-searching questions and is leading to spirit-wrenching decisions. I have changed, and suppose I will keep on changing. I do not believe in change for the sake of change. I am happy to “remain at rest” when I have achieved some form of spiritual homeostasis.